Part VII -- The Paris Stories

(Part VII) "I Didn't Know Art" 

With powerful energy, their love burned brightly for a fortnight in Paris.

They wanted everything, to do everything, seeing the city from every angle on either side of the river; they felt it was the first time they’d lived.

“I’m an artiste, Charlotte. I’ve become strong enough to concentrate on my work, vigorous enough to calculate what’s in my head, and brave enough to paint it,” Charlotte smiled. His roots bled into her like indigo ink on a canvas he'd drawn.

He continued, “Medication affected me. An artiste is the last person in the world who can afford to be desensitized.” “The drugs carried me along fine, but I had no zest—it was, how do you say it? Mediocre. I didn’t like or dislike it, actually; it was just existing, not living.”

“It wasn’t good for me, but I didn’t know Art yet.”

Charlotte could see his pensive face as he told her. She agreed, “Your art lives through you, Gabriel, you’re dedicated to it, it runs deep.” “Thank you for sharing this with me.” At the same time, their toes carried on a conversation without words; the relationship was tangling like the soft cotton sheets.

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“Is what I draw really Art?” he questioned her. “With a capital-A”. Charlotte considered this question awhile as they laid next to each other, intertwined.

“I don’t know how to define it, but some things I know are faking to be art.” She laughed, “it’s like an old law professor told us about Supreme Court Justice Felix Frankfurter, who said once, I don’t know how to define whatever it was he was defining in the brief, but I know it when I see it.”

“I believe that art influences other art. The work of one discipline can inform and inspire another. What you do, drawing in such detail, gives me the confidence to try to write in a different way, or play guitar--of course what you draw is capital-A, r-t”.

Charlotte told Gabriel that in the law they’re taught to look to what others have said in règle du précédent; but in art one gets to be original - saying further, “what I like about your use of angles, measurements, and the exactness of your shapes, is that you’ve taken what is Known, and created the Unknown.” She was mesmerized but most all, calm. Her heart's rhythmic beating was strong, but barely perceptible.

“You think so?” He said as he sat up in bed. “I get lost in those designs.”

She added, “You borrow from the abstract realm, like nature’s sequence, and mathematics, or geometry; but this is a fundamental style, I know the order you seek in life is represented in your drawings.” “When do you think you’ll have an inner need to add color to your art?" Charlotte was thinking out loud: “I don’t know if adding color to your abstract art would have the same psychic effect as it does with impressionism?” 

It was a valid point, but wasn’t addressed then; they were hungry.

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The couple rose late in the morning, the sun's ivory rays warmly flushed the room, making bright boulevards to their bed, and revealing dust in the air like snowflakes. They ventured over a block to one of their favorite bakeries for breakfast and dark, French-roasted coffee.  ##

Fiction 2018©Mark H. Pillsbury