Sunday, August 28, 2011

Unbroken

Heard Olympian, WW2 POW, Louis Zamperini tonight at Houston's First Baptist Church. He was the subject of Laura Hillenbrand's bestseller Unbroken which I cannot recommend highly enough, especially after hearing him speak in person.


Zamperini a humble, funny, charming 95 year old man with so many exciting memories to offer the audience. Does not consider "The greatest generation" such a great label; prefers to call his generation "hearty" because they were strong and persevered without complaining, just fixed problems with which they were confronted.

Simply amazing testimony of miracles, forgiveness, leadership, patience, dedication; all part of a great interview onstage by Pastor Gregg Matte. Overflow crowd tonight of 1,000 all blessed by the admonition of a true american hero:

1. be prepared for disaster, and be prepared to share the gospel quickly
2. discipline your kids so they know how to behave, teach them humility
3. forgiveness is only possible through Jesus Christ, who first forgave us
4. memorize scripture, it helps your brain stay sharp, and helps when you have to act fast (see #1 herein above) Zamperini eloquently told how Psalm 18 mirrored his time in the ocean tumbling downward wrapped in the wires and wreckage of the downed plane. He recited the Psalm and narrated how it related to this near-death experience being pulled down 30-ft. into the sea (Ps. 18: 3-6, 11, 15-16, 19) ending with how he miraculously re-surfaced to look out on the expanse of the Pacific ocean (see v.19)
5. author Laura Hillenbrand crafted the stories so realistically and authentically that reading Unbroken almost brought it all back to him (he suffered from PTSD after the war)
6. the world is so complicated now, so much has changed from when he was a boy in the 20s (he cited crime statistics, and mass communications)
7. Zamperini is pretty sure he would have broken the 4:00 mile before Sir Roger Bannister (1940 Olympic games in Tokyo were cancelled)
8. Hitler reminded him of a psychotic comedian, he actually shook his hand!
9. kids need something to keep them busy, like a sport about which they have passion
10. Miracles happen all the time, nothing is too hard for God (his heart changed on the spot, no more nightmares!)

If I make it to 95 years old, I want to be just as sharp as Louis Zamperini
What a privilege to hear him talk tonight!

Houston's FBC walkway welcomes Louis Zamperini (photo credit: Pillsbury)

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Galatians 5 AMP - IN this freedom Christ has made us free - Bible Gateway

Galatians 5 AMP - IN this freedom Christ has made us free - Bible Gateway

Using Eugene H. Peterson's The Message (NavPress), I am working through another way to look at Galatians 5: 22-26 in order to answer the question in my own way (see above link, to read what Paul says about this?):

Q: What happens when we live God's way?

A: God brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—in this case, fruit is shown in things like: affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. At the same time He also uses trials to refine us with a refiner’s fire, to bring us up as a father trains up a child so when he is older and tested, he will not depart from it.

We develop a willingness and an ability to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. I believe we learn to love justice for all human beings, because every person we deal with was created by our God in his image. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way into life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely. This is a gift.

Note: Legalism (and living by works) is helpless in bringing this about; it only gets in the way. Among those who belong to Christ, everything connected with getting our own way and mindlessly responding to what everyone else calls necessities, living for ourselves, is killed off for good—crucified with Jesus on the cross. Therefore, because of Christ’s work on the cross, we are no longer struggling to be free, fighting to survive. Indeed, we are free to struggle against sin, sometimes falling victim to the devil but ultimately preserved in victory.

This life we have chosen, the new life of the Spirit or living God's way, has to be lived out on Monday through Saturday, with a practical effect on our daily lives. Our authentic walk is more than a veneer put on for Sunday at church. More than a dedication to be a “good person,” made once but not lived out.

We must be sure that we do not just hold it as an idea in our heads, or a sentiment in our hearts; but instead work out its implications in every detail of our lives. We cannot hide anything from a sovereign God. And we must give the same grace and mercy in the context of our mistakes, as we have been given by God in the forgiveness of our sins.

As we mature as Christians, no longer can we compare ourselves with each other as if one of us were better and another worse. We have far more interesting things to do with our lives. Each of us is an original, and significant in a unique way to live the destiny that God ordained for us to live, which should give ultimate glory to the creator.
©Mark H. Pillsbury

Friday, August 19, 2011

The End

Episode XII of the Storm chaser saga:

©Mark H. Pillsbury

Rick instinctively recalled feeling as he once did at Six Flags® over Texas, where as an eager young kid he rode The Rotor; an amusement park ride where victims stand against the inside of a cylinder, and once the cylinder is spinning fast enough, the floor drops out. The dark, dingy cylinder slowly achieved proper speed and with screaming and crazy looks, one could almost predict the exciting moment.

Instead, this JetRanger® fell at once with no culmination or thrills, just killer rotors snapping through intertwined steel cables of a hoisted elevator, plummeting the yellow cage terminally on its side into the water. The concussive blow was slightly relieved by the shallow tank, almost completely dry due to the longest drought in Texas history.


News photography later showed the wreckage at a deceptive angle; what appeared to be a lone helicopter resting sublimely in a Canadian glacier lake, actually was the yellow bird dumped in a dying pond of an east Texas ranch. Placid, shallow, and mossy, their wet grave was surrounded by burning wilderness and a flat clearing designated LZ (Landing Zone b.) Bravo.

The jarring crash hit Rick so hard it knocked him unconscious momentarily, but he revived quickly to see two of Jessica. The double and blurred vision didn’t keep him from finding her across the passenger compartment, blood oozing from her scalp. Jessica looked still and ashen, he thought, as he sloshed through the warm pond water to pull her up to him.

The quiet was deafening, his shock complete, the devastation total; but Rick quietly cradled Jessica’s limp body in the half-submerged compartment of the downed rescue helicopter.

“I am so sorry Jess.” Rick, almost sobbing, softly, lovingly spoke to her bloody face, gently patting her head. Despite the carnage, this was a tender moment; however she was either unconscious or dead. Rick began to conceptualize the suddenness of their fall was due to hitting the wires overhead. At the same time, it was painfully clear the momentum of his love had also crashed. Far-off dreams of weddings, suburban bliss, even children, just as surely were destroyed.

With so much unfinished business, regret, and terror processing through his shaken psyche, his natural urge was for action; however, he sat there listlessly in the murky green water comforting his lovely partner Jessica, “There, there, babe—it will be OK now; you're here in my arms,” he paused, holding back the flood of emotions, “I gotchu safe babe, you’re gonna be fine—just take it easy now, Jess.”

Time stopped for the storm chasers, and it was still like a sanctuary.

“God, take her from me now, please, I love her so much… Keep her safe for me, I love her so…” Rick could barely whisper, his eyes clenched shut. Grief robbed him of his voice.

He looked at her now in a daze, smiling sorrowfully, “Jessica girl, you get to ride the wind now, sail above the big storms and keep watch over me—will you watch over me, Jess?!” Rivulets of tears watered his pain.

Finally, Rick broke down and heaved with silent sobs, holding her closely to his heart, muttering, “There, there, Jess… it’s OK now...” But for Rick it was over. She was gone.

©Mark H. Pillsbury (Aug. 19, 2011)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Only chance of rain is in Liberty County (headlines today!)

RAIN!
The only place in southeast Texas where forecasters took the chance to predict rain today was in Liberty County, Texas, east of interstate 45. Texas is caught in the longest drought in the history of the state.

As you may recall, Liberty County is home to the #stormchaser saga, where once again you can read fiction ripped from the headlines!

Link to the Houston Chronicle: http://tiny.cc/l9udd

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Thoughts on the PGA and golf (Aug. 10, 2011):

I don’t believe golf is like life. It’s more complicated than that and golf has facets to it that are inscrutable.

However, as we approach the final of the four “Majors” which tees off Thursday morning, I want to talk about golf and tell what it means to me:

Golf is a jealous mistress, requiring time, money, attention, long-suffering patience, and secret obsession. Egalitarian and often blind, watching others play golf sometimes confounds: I have seen people who “look-like” golfers play poorly, and those street urchins on a public sandlot play like Seve Ballesteros, always known to attack the course and any opponent on his way to par. Real pressure in a golf game with Seve would be playing for $10 when you only have a $5 in your pocket!

Because golf has gone global (as FedEx® says it has) its future is probably as bright as any major sport. Like basketball, with numerous multi-national stars, and competition played worldwide, the post-Tiger era seems promising. A strong wave of young guns arrived on the golf scene a year ago, comers who surely began the game as 8-9 year olds when Tiger started his legendary run.

It is a unique game, historic and humbling; anyone can play, the great players with the hackers, boys and girls, old and young. It affords players a social opportunity as well as one grounded in nature.

Truly hitting the ball without “thinking about it,” when it leaps off the clubface with the crack of a good shot, gives me a childishly fun and pure reaction. Like life, the hazards along the course infuse fear into the average player, taking away the trusting mindset required to swing freely. The combination of physical, mental, and natural processes make it a challenging, lifetime sport, requiring concentration, dedication, and ethics. I’ve learned a lot about respect, about values in life, to be honest with yourself whether you hit it well or in the hazard because you're the only person who can give yourself a penalty, if you do something your playing partner hasn't seen.

The year’s last major is the PGA played in Atlanta (AAC). The PGA suffers from a bit of an infereriorty complex, the tournament invented a tagline with a branding twist: “Glory’s Last Shot!” Mathematically it is one-quarter of all majors just like the other ones, except in almost all the metrics of modern golf it comes in fourth place in importance.

Maybe it is just so damn hot in August, football is heating up, baseball going into a pennant race; nevertheless, hoisting the huge Wannamaker Trophy pays in multiple exemptions for the winner (means he gets invited to lots of tournaments without qualifying), as well as a $1 mil check. It was once the only match-play major until television convinced the PGA to change the format in 1958. With this year’s field almost 156 players (98 out of top-100 ranked) including Mr. Woods, any golf fan can find a horse on which to bet. Speaking of football and heat, the PGA was twice played in Dallas!


It does help that almost a third of this tournament’s champions are big names, such as: Gary Player, Lee Trevino, Gene Sarazen, Ben Hogan, Lord Byron Nelson, Tiger Woods, Jack Nicklaus, Walter Hagen, and Sam Snead (28 PGA titles among those names).


“You know, I started thinking back there on that last hole. All I’ve done my whole life is play golf, work at golf, study golf, listen to golf, read about golf. I’ve worked to build a game I can rely on, make a living with. Find a ‘repeating swing,’ as Hogan called it. I’ve experimented with all the equipment—graphite, metal, titanium. I’ve found what works best for me, for my body, my swing. This year I come up with some solid chances to win a big one. After all the years and all the hard work out here, my game’s ready to win a major. But what happens? I get a lousy ruling in Augusta… I get a lousy ruling at Pinehurst… and I get another one here. Each time I let it beat me. I really let it beat me. So I’m thinking my hard-headed ass has finally learned something. Golf’s not about equipment… technique… distance… practice… saving shots… the putting stroke… any of that. Once you know how to hold the damn golf club, golf is only about one thing. How you handle bad breaks.” –Bobby Joe Grooves in Slim and None, by Dan Jenkins (Doubleday 2005)

If you wish to hide your character, do not play golf. It strips you naked and forces you to strategize in an area as small as 5-inches across: your brain!

Every hole contains chapters like a book: the big opening salvo off the tee, winding through the hazards finding the way home to the green—the climax. Then the soft finish as the putting closes the story. I find the chance at renewal after each hole refreshing; as you walk to the next teeing area, leave what happened yesterday at the previous green. The new day dawns as you push the tee into the ground and look forward down the fairway, new opportunities and dangers await you.

Dealing with the reality of my game, I have come to the conclusion that it is more satisfying to be a bad player at golf: the worse you play, the better you remember the occasional good shot! That shot is the one that brings you back next time, the one fantastic glass of Cabernet in a week full of $9 Chardonnays.

Sex and golf are the two things you can enjoy even if you're not good at them, so the best thing you can try to do, is go out there and have fun!

©Mark H. Pillsbury

Monday, August 8, 2011

Listen to this sermon at www.christtheking.com (Aug. 7, 2011)

Christ The King Presbyterian Church in Houston, Texas
Click on the hyperlink above to the front page of CTK website: you can listen to the most recent sermon:

Rev. Eric Priest's sermon on Psalm 10 this Sunday August 7, 2011 talks about the idea that we tend to judge life by success: the point of life is to get ahead and then stay ahead! Eric discusses Psalm 10 in light of 3 types of atheism, which was a fascinating way to see modern worldviews. It made me think of a couple of things I read recently:

“In a world where success is the measure and justification of all things, the figure of Him who was sentenced and crucified remains a stranger and is at best the object of pity. The world will allow itself to be subdued only by success. It is not the ideas or opinions which decide, but deeds. Success alone justifies wrongs done… with a frankness and offhandedness which no other earthly power could permit itself, history appeals in its own cause to the dictum that the end justifies the means… The figure of the Crucified invalidates all thought which takes success as a standard.” Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s Ethics (published 1955)

















“In direct contradiction to the American Dream, God actually delights in exalting our inability. He intentionally puts his people in situations where they come face-to-face with their need for Him. In the process he powerfully demonstrates his ability to provide everything his people need in ways they could never have mustered up or imagined. And in the end, He makes much of his own name.” David Platt's Radical (Random House 2010). (thoughts on 2 Cor. 12: 9-10)

How do you feel about your weakness, and what is your Achilles heel? On his blog, Rick Warren recently talked about what Adam and Eve did to hide from God and said additionally, "what is your fig leaf?"

Friday, August 5, 2011

The Crashing Conclusion (Stormchaser Saga)

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Part XI (A Time to Die) Fiction ripped from the headlines...

©Mark H. Pillsbury (2011)

A yellow JetRanger emergency helicopter pulled away from the smoky scene nose down, trying to attain the necessary lift in order to clear the tree line, rotating slightly during ascent.

The whirring high-pitch ring of the reliable jet engines combined with rhythmic slapping of each blade against the air. It deafened their ears momentarily, and along with the swirling wind and jet wash coming in the open rescue door, disorientation reigned over the the stormchasers because of the skirmish they were having with gravity.

Either the heat blast from the fires or lack of acceleration seemingly blanketed the aircraft in opposing thrust as if it were escaping from under a cap of pressure.

Because the passengers quickly jumped into the vehicle not properly secured, Jessica fell into the back of the pilot’s seat grabbing for a strap, looking straight down out of the wide canopy windshield back into the fiery pit of burning trees below.

Gripped with fear again, the exhilaration of rescue and survival dissolved into airborne dread. Even as light as the helicopter was, less than a ton after the drop, rising at over 20 feet per second; the ascent illustrated the simple concept of hubris.

Helicopters were aircraft that defied the concept that a bulky, wingless shell of metal should not be able to break the bonds of nature and imitate a bird. It was more human than avian, however if it flew without any impediments was perfectly safe; it was the crashing of a helicopter that was dangerous.

Jessica thought as they rose over the forest they were finally clear of trouble, but in her peripheral vision she saw a super-structure, an electrical transformer, gigantic above the pines like the Eiffel Tower. The long gray power cables were hard to see against the smoky horizon but immediately she sensed they were too low, about to be consumed by a whole universe of hurt.

“Rick! Hold on.” Jessica screamed above the hum. He was barely aware of the words but saw the fear splashed on her features. “What?!” He yelled. Jessica pointed over to the tower but Rick was slouched too low to see the danger.

The next few seconds were light, slow, and almost dawdling like an old Vietnam war movie where the thwap-thwap-thwap became part of the theater of the absurd: there was that dark middle region of time travel in her mind, when allegedly one’s life "flashes before your eyes." For Jessica it was different, like many moments in her surprising life. She strangely thought about what their child would look like, and even whether they would find out the gender before the birth. That was the true measure of compatibility, not political or religious or regional, but what a couple agrees to do with information from a sonographer.

“We’re too low!” Jessica shouted to Rick. The pilot heard and turned around to question the pronouncement, but deadly accurate in her assessment, they plowed underneath the electricity cables spanning the distance between two high-rise transformers. The angle of the ship caused the contact to be direct, the span of the blades extending at least 15 feet outside the turboshaft.

When a rotor-blade strikes something other than the air, it makes a perverted thud: metallic, crashing, tearing, and echoing as the rest of the blades whip around from behind, like a multi-car pile-up. One thing also stops on the dime and that is lift; which is like taking the oxygenated blood out of the left ventricle right before it pushes red goo into the circulatory system.

“Gawd-amighty!” was all Rick could muster, the toxin of fear suddenly released into his system, a combination of snake-bite and lethal injection. They lurched forward and then fell. He reflexively looked out the open door and could see the water rushing up toward them.

“Jessssssssiccccccaaaa!” he yelled back toward the pilot as he tried to grab onto a strap or something to brace the fall. He fell through space with the whole motley confusion of regrets, hopes, omissions, and chance rattling around in his head.

Without lift provided by the rotating blades helicopters stay airborne for only a couple of seconds, in a wondrous moment where gravity and acceleration are in total equipoise. Next it took a methodical, disastrous roller-coaster down to the earth; however, once again luckily, the golden machine mercifully collapsed into a shallow tank that used to be an acre-lake mostly devoid due to the drought. It could have been worse.


Jessica dreamed of her homeland: Oklahoma, where she saw so much natural beauty; although it was a gauzy, ephemeral, cloudy dream, jarred loose by the massive head trauma she received during the crash at the sharp corner of the pilot console.

From the vistas of Black Mesa to the crests of the Ouachitas that led into Arkansas, she had a birds-eye view north to the Great Plains with Indian lands in between. In the distance there was a massive tempest, a super-cell wide and gray-black with intermittent lightning, the outer bands aqua-marine, layered, extending upward to the boundaries of the horizon. Jessica knew these storms, seen many, but this one was gathering, twirling, rumbling, blasting, somehow calling her ominously as nothing had before in her memory.

She could not tell if it was drifting toward her or vice-versa, Jessica was too tired to decide. She just wanted to dissolve into nothingness as her attention faded, her very life leaking away. It was time.


“Fear no more the heat o’ th’ sun,
Nor the furious winter’s rages,
Thou thy worldly task hast done,
Home art gone and ta’en thy wages.
Golden lads and girls all must,
As chimney-sweepers, come to dust.

Fear no more the lightning-flash,
Nor th’ all-dreaded thunder-stone,
Fear not slander, censure rash,
Thou hast finish’d joy and moan.
All lovers young, all lovers must
Consign to Thee, and come to dust.”
--Shakespeare (from Cymbeline)

©Mark H. Pillsbury (this is a work of fiction, any similarities with factual accounts or other creative pieces is purely coincidence. Composed 5 August 2011)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

‪Hunter Hayes - Storm Warning (Official Video)‬‏ - YouTube ©2011 WMG

‪Hunter Hayes - Storm Warning (Official Video)‬‏ - YouTube

Hunter Hayes plays every instrument on this song, check it out... "Storm Warning" ©2011 WMG


The storm-chasers: Jessica & Rick like this type of country music, but they wish they had some sort of warning about the Texas wildfires that have them snared!



image credit: Jerry Lara / SAN ANTONIO EXPRESS-NEWS

Please enjoy chapter 10 b/c the exciting "crashing" conclusion is on the way...

Thanks for reading... --Mark